Fondre en Larmes

I feel so awful right now…


It’s as if my heart would explode and I want to burst into tears…


What is more is that I wanted so bad to be held by you, to be cradled in your strong arms as you make me hush from my crying, and as you draw me close to melt away my hurts.


Yet you are nowhere to be found… And even if I find you, this heart of mine nestles in fearful uncertainty that you will not hold me the way I wanted to be held….





I need you… so bad… but you will never hear me…





This is supposed to be the 30 letters in 30 days challenge, but since I have a hectic schedule (because of work, etc.) I will be writing the said letters at my own pacing. 🙂

Will be pouring my heart out to these. And I do hope as people around the globe get to know me, I would all the more get to know who I really am.

This is the list of letters that I am supposed to make:

Letter 1 — Your best friend

Letter 2 — Your crush

Letter 3 — Your parents

Letter 4 — Your siblings (or closest relative)

Letter 5 — Your dreams

Letter 6 — A stranger

Letter 7 — Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Letter 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Letter 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Letter 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Letter 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to

Letter 12 — The person who caused you a lot of pain

Letter 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Letter 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Letter 15 — The person you miss the most

Letter 16 — Someone who’s not in your country

Letter 17 — Someone from your childhood

Letter 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Letter 19 — Someone that pesters your mind–good or bad

Letter 20 — The one who broke your heart the hardest

Letter 21 — Someone you judged by the first impression

Letter 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Letter 23 — The last person you kissed

Letter 24 — The person who gave you your favorite memory

Letter 25 — The person whom you know is going through the worst of times

Letter 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Letter 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Letter 28 — Someone who changed  your life

Letter 29 — The person you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid

Letter 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Join me in my journey. 🙂 Here we go! 😀